To you
who saw me struggling,
you who offered me
a "safe" place to stay
and get help;
you who offered me
a "safe" place to stay
and get help;
To you
who really did help
in the beginning,
you who listened and
became a trusted friend;
in the beginning,
you who listened and
became a trusted friend;
To you
who betrayed my trust,
you who seized my freedom
and stole
my personal treasures;
you who seized my freedom
and stole
my personal treasures;
To you
who said one thing
then did another,
you who never tried
to understand;
then did another,
you who never tried
to understand;
To you
who stood and watched
as I drowned in my tears,
you who tauntingly asked,
"why are you crying?";
as I drowned in my tears,
you who tauntingly asked,
"why are you crying?";
To you
who pushed me
to cut myself for the first time,
to slice my skin open
just to feel in control;
to cut myself for the first time,
to slice my skin open
just to feel in control;
To you
who punished me
for not believing in your god,
for trying to find
my own path;
for not believing in your god,
for trying to find
my own path;
To you
who deceived,
you who tried to keep
the school from recognizing
my hard work;
you who tried to keep
the school from recognizing
my hard work;
To you
who sinned,
you who kicked me out
the night before
I graduated with honors;
you who kicked me out
the night before
I graduated with honors;
To you
who had the audacity
to invite me over
for dinner
that very same night;
to invite me over
for dinner
that very same night;
To you
who puts on a facade,
you who acts like
the crimes you committed
never happened;
you who acts like
the crimes you committed
never happened;
To you
who sent me a self-righteous letter,
"I see your pain and
am willing to help when
you are no longer afraid";
"I see your pain and
am willing to help when
you are no longer afraid";
To you
who refuses to acknowledge
that you are the source
of all the pain I feel,
of all the nightmares;
that you are the source
of all the pain I feel,
of all the nightmares;
To you
who broke me
and stepped on all the pieces;
you who I will never forgive
and never forget;
and stepped on all the pieces;
you who I will never forgive
and never forget;
To you
who will no longer
plague my thoughts,
you who I now laugh at
for being so ignorant;
plague my thoughts,
you who I now laugh at
for being so ignorant;
To you
who will watch,
powerless
as I triumph over this
and snatch back my power;
powerless
as I triumph over this
and snatch back my power;
Fuck
you.
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